No Pictures

I have realized why people should always take 'before' pictures when they start losing weight. I put on my new blouse that I was so excited about yesterday, handed Monique the camera and told her to take pictures of me. Then I looked at them. And I hate every last one of them. All I can see is all the fat I'm still carrying. And I have nothing to look at to see how much I've lost. Yes, my clothes fit looser. Yes, I can buy smaller sizes. But that isn't enough right now. I wanted to see with my eyes there is a difference. So I won't delete the pictures taken yesterday. But I probably won't post them either. I guess I could do the Biggest Loser thing and hold my clothes up in front of me and then drop them. I'm just not sure that will work. So for now, no new pictures.